Since you left, the spring hasn't felt as refreshing as it did I can't hold down myself, much less a relationship So did the ends justify the means when we had our ups and downs? Or am I romanticizing broken hearts and forgiving empty sounds? Every word I sang I meant in those records that you hated Having to listen to cause you knew that my breath was never bated And as you walked away from me, I noted every stride As the distance between us grew and I died a little bit inside Though the February sun still shines, the skies are as grey as they were When I walked to class alone and passed by Purnell Hall Are these words I mean or am I just blinded by the fact That I feel my sense of self fading as these last years fade to black I won't indulge in toxic things, I'm not that person anymore But what I wouldn't give for just one second of forgetting being yours