That was the night that you ripped my heart out of my chest October nights, thought that they'd never pass, came and went You said you'd love me till both of us wound up dead Now I know you were never worth a word that you said That was the night that you threw my heart right on the ground Cracks in the bricks gave me company on the ride home For the first time this year, I can see my breath in front of my face For the first time this year, I feel nothing but alone That was the night that you took me and swallowed me whole Took all you could from me, never gave back what you stole If I could work up the nerve to lose what I worked for all year I'd risk all I have in the search of feeling whole Give back what you stole