Yeah it's been awhile since I've seen your face But I really hope I hope you're okay I feel off and winters going all in Feels like the snows not stoppen My head it does this often And I'm all in nothing to lose they call it Got a couple of bruises fallen All old news no problem it's common To me I see my friends all in my rear view past loves and lusts they're mixed in too Spend a night getting sad to some indie I don't think they see anything in me I don't need it and I never really knew that Till I hit stop listened to the playback Still got a want but I think she a need Say we so close that we could never be I always have a couple of excuses why I can't go planned out like blueprints Just in case someone other than you ask me I never really know when you wanna hit the backseat I always have a couple of excuses why I can't go planned out like blueprints Just in case someone other than you ask me I never really know when you wanna hit the backseat I feel off and winters going all in Feels like the snows not stoppen My head it does this often And I'm all in nothing to lose they call it Got a couple of bruises fallen All old news no problem it's common Exhausting don't know what it costing Hearts halting I'm up late mocking Myself cuz I've felt like fake latley Don't help when you call cuz I really can see You've been on a bender said you wouldn't binge again But I've really been here with a couple of my friends So cliche so true they say Can't help if they don't want it no way Top shelf when it come to the old days Just stay put cuz I dont wanna throw away I know that you'll hit yeah When I'm ballen Scales just tipped I don't think they stallen Give it 2 years and I'll show u what I saw in myself when said that I was all in I feel off and winters going all in Feels like the snows not stoppen My head it does this often And I'm all in nothing to lose they call it Got a couple of bruises fallen All old news no problem it's common I'm all in they call it