That look on your face Makes me feel Like everyone would be happier If I ended it long ago like I planned. We used to be so much closer, But I'm just too unbearable to be around. I finally found a place for myself that actually makes me want to stay alive, And now I can lift my head and look you in the eye. (I know you'll always be around). I always catch myself thinking, "Damnit, I wish my friends were here." Maybe I'm not such a failure.