Yes!
(Was that okay?)
Her name is all she has left
She keeps it close so no one
Can feel her colors
In their mouth
She is a sacrifice
She is a broken dagger
Its fissures shining
With her precious blood
She is the colors and pieces
Of everything she couldn't have
That she pulled from her heart
With shaking hands
Her eyes are so bright they can kill
Her heart is dead but beating still
She is an iridescent gorgeous death
Kill me if it will make you love me
You can break me down
But I will fucking haunt you forever
She says
I have never felt more alive
You wanna kill me? You can try
I know you can't get me out of your head
Make me!
Make me!
Make me!
Her skin decays, her body glows
She is a weapon in repose
She burns so bright
But walks so close to death
She has a name nobody knows
She holds the pieces of her soul
And carves a better life from what is left
She lives in constant fear
She wants to disappear
She tries to die but it is not enough
Her twisted sense of pride
Is all that keeps her alive
She hates herself
But loves her soul so much
Kill me if it will make you love me
You can break me down
But I will fucking haunt you forever
She says
I have never felt more alive
You wanna kill me? You can try
You have no power, I'm already dead
You have no power over me!
The air around her crumbles weakly
Like frozen dreams
The ice in her synapses tightens
Every night in her sleep
She sees the fear of herself
And everyone else
Laid out clean before her
And she screams:
Hate me!
Love me!
Kill me!
Let me live
Break me!
Save me!
Damn me!
Keep me safe
Distance!
Safety!
Make me!
Your princess
Hold me
Want me
I'm your soft atrocity!