It's so hard to be goth in the suburbs But I would paint my nails black to hold your hand I can be what you wanna, uh-huh Cause when I kissed your face in my bedroom I didn't give a shit about your favorite band Or your favorite venue, nuh-uh I'm gonna push you away I'm gonna push you away I'm gonna push you away I'm gonna turn you into something you're not in my head It's fucking hard to be goth in the summer But I'd wear skinny jeans to walk around with you I can be what you wanna, uh-huh Cause when we spooned and kissed in my bedroom I could not believe you felt what I did too I'm not always a let down, nuh-uh I'm gonna push you away I'm gonna push you away I'm gonna push you away I'm gonna turn you into something you're not in my head As I brush my teeth you brush past my conscience I see a scene I thought I'd forgotten Bleaching your hair, it was back in August I was the boy you shouldn't have wanted Drunk in a diner I did the talking You started crying, I'm unresponsive I lost your number, I broke the promise I'm not the problem, I'm not the problem But I'm gonna push you away I'm gonna push you away I'm gonna push you away He's gonna turn you into something you're not I'm gonna push you away I'm gonna push push push I'm gonna push you away I'm gonna push you away I'm gonna push you away (I can be what you wanna) I'm gonna push you away (I can be what you wanna) I'm gonna push you away (I can be what you wanna) I'm gonna turn you into something you're not I'm gonna push you away