How many times can you expect
For these thoughts and these feelings to never connect in my
Mind and through your teeth you'll be dragging your knees
How did we get so far and become so lost
Wrapped in our mindless single thoughts
The enemy is in your head
But when it gets so bad you wish it'd finally end
And where do we go from here
Eyes open so I can clear my head
From this bitter reality
But it grounds me down and it tears me inside out
Am I dreaming
Is this all I'll ever know
Better than reality
Stuck in my mentality
And I'm going nowhere
Am I dreaming
Is this all that I can give
Waiting just to disappear
I can see my mind so clear
Have I lost myself to peace and comforting
How many times will I disguise these thoughts are echoing through my mind
They're waiting for the day lost to hope and sorrow
But they're waiting on somebody else's time
How many times will I disguise this survival, this need to grow
Im losing to the winning hand so pull me out
I'm surrounded but never felt so alone
And where do we go from here
Eyes open so I can clear my head
From this bitter reality
'Cause it grinds me down and it tears me inside out
Am I dreaming
Is this all I'll ever know
Better than reality
Stuck in my mentality
And I'm going nowhere
Am I dreaming
Is this all that I can give
Waiting just to disappear
I can see my mind so clear
Have I lost myself to peace and comforting
Have I lost myself to peace
Have I lost myself to peace
Waiting just to disappear
And I've never seen so clear
Won't you help me out
Im fighting just for a chance
'Cause this is all we have
Am I dreaming
Is this all I'll ever know
Better than reality
Stuck in my mentality
And I'm going nowhere
Am I dreaming
Is this all that I can give
Waiting just to disappear
I can see my mind so clear
Have I lost myself to peace and comforting