I'm so sorry You were the only wisdom that I've ever known But you followed The flames into the night sky And the fault is my own I've walked into the hands of shadow It's haunting me I've heard you screaming my name So far behind your eyes I could not see So deep inside your words I could not feel I see the grass beneath my feet Why am I still here? Why am I still dead? I can't exist between two worlds I just want to be saved The saints won't call my name But you're the only one who could So far behind your eyes I could not see The way it could comfort me A tiny spark that turned to flames in my hands So deep inside your words I could not feel A little wish that destroyed our lives The moment I took it away How long will I wonder This land I was promised? How long will I follow you? You've tried to break through You wanted me to understand That road of thousand miles With rivers and stars There to guide Lies across your heart I was so long gone To find my way back home To share the dream that I stole With the one I've lost So deep inside your words I could not feel A little wish that destroyed our lives The moment I took it away