Do they know The fear that I am Feeling in my bones Or is it just another lie? All I know Reality of Never letting go Cos it never meets the eye I'd Kill myself to feel alive But you don't get it, never-mind Goodbye I don't know Am I becoming numb or Am I getting old It's hard to Tell sometimes All I know Is the world around me Swallowing me whole When both my hands are tied I'd Kill myself to feel alive But you don't get it, never-mind Melomaniac, insomniac The pen is on my side But it isn't enough Cos you don't pay it All your mind Goodbye I've given Everything, everything Not getting Anything, anything It's hardly living When it's killing me Looking in the mirror Hating what I see I've given Everything, everything Not getting Anything, anything It's hardly living When it's killing me Looking in the mirror Hating the person staring back at me I'd kill myself to feel alive But you don't get it, never-mind Melomaniac, insomniac The pen is on my side But it isn't enough Cos you don't pay it All your mind Goodbye