Out the window
All hopes and dreams
Lock the door
And throw the key
(It's where I belong)
Tear my chapter
From the seams
Lost all motive
I'm losing the will
I don't know
How much longer I can pretend
But I know
The shadow's in control again
I don't know
If I will ever get away
But I know
I'm on a rollercoaster
Endlessly
No getting off
Of this carousel
When I tell you
I live in hell
I really mean it
Self sedating
I'm so unwell
Oh, I've lost all motive
I'm losing the will
I don't know
How much longer I can pretend
But I know
The shadow's in control again
I don't know
If I will ever get away
But I know
I'm on a rollercoaster
Endlessly
I'm so high
Got my head in the clouds, yet
I'm so down
Got my head in the ground
Bum gone numb from
All the sitting around
Guess I'll never be the one
To stand out in a crowd
Hard to catch z's
When you sleep on the couch
Mama keep bussin' my balls
To move out
When I'm in too deep
And it's easy to drown
I put my armbands on
Until I figure it out
(Figure it how?)
Like screens in The Matrix
Green symbols keep dribbling
And trickling down
Never known the virtue of silence
Too many voices I wouldn't mind
Living without
Heavy is the head that's
Wearing the crown
If only that were the reason
I walk with a slouch
My brains like my grandmas attic
Impound where
What goes in just
Never comes out
We put our hands up
We put 'em back down
Bouncing around to the
Sound of the drowned
We put our hands up
We put 'em back down
Bouncing around to the
Sound of the drowned
We put our hands up
We put 'em back down
Bouncing around to the
Sound of the drowned
We put our hands up
We put 'em back down
Bouncing around to the
Sound of the drowned
I don't know
How much longer I can pretend
But I know
The shadow's in control again
I don't know
If I will ever get away
But I know
I'm on a rollercoaster
I don't know
How much longer I can pretend
But I know
The shadow's in control again
I don't know
If I will ever get away
But I know
I'm on a rollercoaster
Endlessly