I'm so sick of pretending To feel nothing when it's there Tell my friends not to care I wanna be alone Tell tell my friends to run Run away from home Because nothing is what it seems, so stop planting the seeds 'Cause I wanna be whole again I'm tired of filling the spaces with new friends And I would rather lay down somewhere I don't know Than lay in this house that I call a home 'Cause I wanna be whole They said it's all in my head So where do I turn to instead? Calling out to come forth while they play hide and seek And I can't help feeling weak With this lack of sleep I've been running around while my head's upside down 'Cause I wanna be whole again I'm tired of filling the spaces with new friends And I would rather lay down somewhere I don't know Than lay in this house that I call a home 'Cause I wanna be whole again And I'm so sick of these hollow friends 'Cause I wanna be whole again And I'm so sick of these hollow friends