Half of the time I feel
Like I'm in a world y'all built
The tables turn like wheels
Searching my purpose still
Light turns off and the earth gets still
Is it emergent still
Do I keep working will
It prove worth it if
I keep on searching
Running in circles
Hoping that hurt gets filled
Yeah
I don't wanna hurt myself
I don't wanna hurt myself
I still do
I want you to like me though
But
I don't even like me so
Guess I, guess I lose
There goes my friends and my two
Hand me a tie and a suit
Watch me step into my noose
Watch me step into my noose
All I need is to get in your head again
You say that you gone keep writing about what you represent
What do you represent
You only talk about God in a couple of songs and you think you're Heaven sent
Do you think you're having sent but you don't know what you're messing with
Don't get invested in this music life it's not what you think it is no
Need to get closer to family
That relationship ain't what it can be
No you're insecure about yourself hat no you're insecure about your self hate
Pitiful, look at you
Don't understand me
10,000 views on a remix right
And it's downhill from there
You put your heart and soul into your music for no kind of outcome
Because nobody cares
Wasting all of your teenage years
Just to make songs that nobody hears
Just to show points of view nobody cares about
Inside your head man it's crazy in there
Well you should know because you've been inside of it right
How are you gonna tell me my mind isn't right
At least I'm giving everything that I've got
But you you've just been taking my life
You've been mistaking my faith for a cage
What I see as freedom you see as restraint
My point is we are not one in the same
Your point is pointing a gun at my brain
You say the best thing that I do is rap
Don't tell a story just focus on that
I can't complain because I guess it's a fact
Look at this story it's pitiful yeah
All of your songs are quiet I guess they're not as good as untitled
Maybe you just are not good at writing
I don't think you do your job as disciples
Wait calm down first of all
Second of all calm down
You've been in my head but you're out of your mind
If you think I'm gonna stop now
Yeah, and all I need is a couple more views
A couple more likes, a couple more clicks
Couple more followers, couple more hits
Couple more people who care about this
And a whole hecking bunch more of confidence
A couple less problems with you
Couple less problems with me
Couple less compliments honestly
I don't want pitty or honesty really
I'm honestly really way out of my element
Watch imma tell them that I don't like hearing the things they be telling me
I don't want sympathy
I don't want enemies
Asking "is anyone out there still listening?"
Yell in the mic but think nobody's hearing me
Write till my hands get cramps and it's scaring me
Wasting my time cause the climb's not a guarantee
I seek attention but I hate embarrassment
I like to to advertise my insecurities
I hate when I feel like nobody's hearing me
I hate when everyone's hearing me
I hate myself it's embarrassing
Cause I think I'm strong if I hide my emotions
And I never speak when I feel like I'm broken
Cause it makes me weak when I cut myself open
I hope they don't notice
I'm out of my mind
Hope I don't hope too much and don't climb
Hope I don't search too much and don't find
Inevitably to spiral down a long time
Here I go and don't ask about it
Head is crowded
Sketching out
My next announcement
Falling cause it's hard to balance art with what you call a talent
Not impressed with phony traction
I've
Been away from the music, it's tragic
It's okay it was losing its magic
But I'm still in this game like a criminal I never quit rapping
All I need is a couple more views
A couple more likes, a couple more clicks
Couple more followers, couple more hits
Couple more people who care about this
I
Cry myself to sleep
Thinking selfishly
Think it's helping me
Cure my headache please
Cure me of disease
You don't have disease
You don't have disease
Oh
Well it seems like it don't it
Need ibuprofen
Pain in my dome just
Thinking of all this
Ticks no controlling
Him, don't condone it
Sin i indulge in
Is my opponent
This eye is closing
Wish i was frozen
Then i'm resulting in
My misfortune
Too many sodas
Seem hydrophobic
Seem like i've been tripping
I've been on the edge
Living my life with regret
Blah blah blah blah blah
What do you get
When you kill the mask of self hatred to someone who's got nothing left
Untitled is dead