And it stacks up
Like the problems
I don't wanna get the cash up
I just want love
Sick of being sad I'm
Feeling washed up
Why does happiness fade but the problem stacks
What's up with that, yeah
The happiness fades but the problem stacks
Is it my perspective
The happiness fades but the problems
Talk of my religion
But walk a little different
Im not gone be immune to the
Problems that I'm given
But God is in the middle
Of all of what I'm spitting
Provocative, I'm feeling
Appalling, no it isn't
Try to process
Every day feel more like an object
And we pay to conform to this concept
Try to brainwash me till I'm smiling
But I cannot afford to be hostage
In the face of the Lord when I'm upset
Sometimes I look forward to trumpets
Man the ticks got me feeling unconscious
Satisfy myself making no progress
Listen to me talk out of context
Yeah I sound like a freak so be cautious
My phone ain't a god or a goddess
You cannot fathom my habit it's toxic
Stay low to the ground and be quiet
Insecurities are rising
Every second multiplying
And they stack up
Like the problems
I don't wanna get the cash up
I just want love
Sick of being sad I'm
Feeling washed up
Why does happiness fade but the problem stacks
What's up with that, yeah
The happiness fades but the problem stacks
Is it my perspective
The happiness fades but the problems
If I didn't have self hate
Wouldn't have 8k
Views on a mixtape
If I liked myself
Wouldn't hide myself
That was back in the 10th grade
I'm really sad
But I'm not depressed
Overly big is the hole in my chest
If this is Hell then I'm over dressed
Demons are scheming and they go for necks
If you look for Heaven you'll find nothing less
But same goes for hell, so watch where you step
Do I overthink? Do I overcare?
Well if that's a word then I just got obsessed
I'll probably be gone by the time that you're falling in line so I guess I'll say adios
And you're acting strange, are you having a mental breakdown
It's okay, got a lot of those
I'm stuck in my bubble again
It's troubling when
I'm made out of styrofoam
Me and my couple of friends
Are tumbling with
A bucket of Tylenol
See I got these headaches
It's making it harder to bloom
It's hard to make progress
When the only thing they ever do
Is stack up
Like the problems
I don't wanna get the cash up
I just want love
Sick of being sad I'm
Feeling washed up
Why does happiness fade but the problem stacks
What's up with that, yeah
The happiness fades but the problem stacks
Is it my perspective
The happiness fades but the problems
Watch me I'll fall in love
With my self deprication
Lot of things bout myself
Building up
That I'm still insecure and not okay with
On a honest note, I don't know
Why I'm so on the low
On a daily basis
And all of those kinda close
Start to notice that sadness is kinda contagious, I'm sorry
But so is happiness too
Too bad depression's way harder to lose
I said I'm sad cause I thought it was cool
But when things became real I regret what I do
And it stacks up
Like the problems
I don't wanna get the cash up
I just want love
Sick of being sad I'm
Feeling washed up
Why does happiness fade but the problem stacks
What's up with that, yeah
The happiness fade but the problem stacks?
Is it my perspective
The happiness fades but the problems, problems, problems
Stacks up
Like the problems
I don't wanna get the cash up
I just want love
Sick of being sad I'm
Feeling washed up
Why does happiness fade but the problem stacks
What's up with that, yeah
The happiness fade but the problem stacks?
Is it my perspective
The happiness fades but the problem stacks