'Cause I've made so many, so many mistakes
So many promises I'll eventually break
So many lies, so petty and fake
Now I feel like I'm ready to faint, oh
Now I'm bounded inside of a cage where I pray
Yet I know that I'll never escape, no
Now I'm drownin' inside of my pain where I stay
Yet I feel like I'm ready to faint, so
I reckon in any second I could suddenly collapse
It's funny, even rappers need a buddy we can have
Just to be our bruva when we're stuck and need a chat
But the reason I suffer's 'cause I'm a fuckin' piece of crap
Luckily I'm happy that I ain't dead or in prison
But all of this effort I've given's been less than efficient
I regret that I didn't get into a separate division
Now when I reflect I'm just wishin' to correct my decisions
'Cause my head has been spinnin' for over a week
It seems I just wanna fall into a coma and sleep
Even though my motive's somethin' I'm devoted to keep
This ain't a track, it's a suicide note to a beat
My life's broken and bleak, it's kinda entertainin'
Until I'm feelin' dizzy, 'cause I'm hyperventilatin'
Will I die, or be the guy that's left remainin'?
Why pretend I'm changin', I'm a fighter, yet I'm faintin'
'Cause
'Cause I've made so many, so many mistakes
So many promises I'll eventually break
So many lies, so petty and fake
Now I feel like I'm ready to faint, oh
Now I'm bounded inside of a cage where I pray
Yet I know that I'll never escape, no
Now I'm drownin' inside of my pain where I stay
Yet I feel like I'm ready to faint, so
See, I hate this concealing of the way that I'm feeling
From the pain I contain, it's my fate that I'm sealing
Seal the days that I'm living filled with hurt and ashamed
Determined to save my life time to learn from mistakes
No more turnin' away, no more me nervous, afraid
I've gotta get it together before my temperatures raise
Gotta stop hurtin' my brain before I'm dirt in a grave
Been hurtin' the bourbon until I'm in a terminal state
Eventually faint
I'm feelin' lightheaded, I'm headin' to heaven's gates
Yeah, I'm declined entrance, my sentence is Hell to stay
Where I'll be left to pray, inside a cage I'll remain
Where I'll never escape, the Devil's to blame
And now the Devil's dead in my way
Everyday in my face tryna send me insane
Been sent to mess with my brain, for the memories saved
The promises made, and lies got me ready to faint
'Cause I've
'Cause I've made so many, so many mistakes
So many promises I'll eventually break
So many lies, so petty and fake
Now I feel like I'm ready to faint, oh
Now I'm bounded inside of a cage where I pray
Yet I know that I'll never escape, no
Now I'm drownin' inside of my pain where I stay
Yet I feel like I'm ready to faint, so
'Cause I've made so many, so many mistakes
So many promises I'll eventually break
So many lies, so petty and fake
Now I feel like I'm ready to faint, oh