I don't wanna feel the pain, no no
I don't wanna feel the pain, no
No, I don't wanna feel the pain again
Aye
Crack open the Captain let me drink alone
If I get too messed up somebody drive me home
Don't wanna wait no more, pistol to my dome
Never that I really miss you, only see you on my phone aye
Tola told me take some time to reflect
But it's hard when your pain stems from somebody's death
Mika held me in her arms, I'm a man but a wreck
Courtney talked to me for hours, never seen me so upset
I'm a mess, such a mess reminiscing on the memories
The path I'm on is poisonous, making friends with Hennessy
Don't understand it, I'm not searching for your sympathy
Tears running down my face talking to your family
Your mother tells me I did everything I could
But I didn't keep in touch, when I promised you I would
I don't have an excuse, maybe life got in the way
So many things I wish I told you, I regret it to this day yeah
Will the pain fade away in time?
Or will I always feel the same inside?
Am I ever gonna be alright?
'Cuz I don't wanna feel the pain again
I, don't wanna have to run away but I might
Try to find my escape I don't wanna fight
All the darkness illuminated by the light
'Cuz I don't wanna feel the pain again
Bring it back, you're my reason for pursuing this
Imma help a million people, I know what to do with this
I don't want nobody else to go where I went to
I have an understanding due to everything I went through
She meant the world to me, she was more than just a friend
Why do I get punished like I'm guilty, she was innocent
See her in my dreams, I wake up, my pain is at a 10
I promise I'll never not do everything that I can again yeah
Will the pain fade away in time?
Or will I always feel the same inside?
Am I ever gonna be alright?
'Cuz I don't wanna feel the pain again
I, don't wanna have to run away but I might
Try to find my escape I don't wanna fight
All the darkness illuminated by the light
'Cuz I don't wanna feel the pain again
Pain, no no
I don't wanna feel the pain, no
No, I don't wanna feel the pain again
I don't wanna feel the pain, no no
I don't wanna feel the pain, no
No, I don't wanna feel the pain again