All these doubts in my mind, I been living a lie
Thinking everything is fine, am I better off alive
Am I better off alive, Imma see you again on the other side
All these doubts in my mind, I been living a lie
Thinking everything is fine, am I better off alive
Am I better off alive, Imma see you again on the other side
Sad boy vibes, real love it been vacant for some time
Fake love been receiving in disguise
I'm reaching for the sky, swallow these pills along with my pride
Introvert sad boy, staying inside
Running from my demons knowing that I cannot hide
Battling these demons so bitch we finna fist fight
Hop up in this spaceship, now I gotta take flight
And we off to Mars
Taking all these drugs, will we go far
Now we sitting in the car
Picking the broken pieces up from my heart
All these doubts in my mind, I been living a lie
Thinking everything is fine, am I better off alive
Am I better off alive, Imma see you again on the other side
All these doubts in my mind, I been living a lie
Thinking everything is fine, am I better off alive
Am I better off alive, Imma see you again on the other side
Wasted every night, I don't miss that shit at all
For every drop of liquor lose a piece of my resolve
See I been stressing about my losses don't get none involved
I deal with everything myself and now that door revolve
It's hard to tell I had it well but somethings wrong with me
Self doubt, bad routes fucking up my destiny
All alone, on this battlefield conserve my energy
Demons never want the smoke cause all I've seen is victory
Don't fuck with me
I been through worse, this won't be the end of me
I'm better off alive, death don't give me anything
See I got goals, I got a vision people need to see
It's all up to me I want everything
All these doubts in my mind, I been living a lie
Thinking everything is fine, am I better off alive
Am I better off alive, Imma see you again on the other side
All these doubts in my mind, I been living a lie
Thinking everything is fine, am I better off alive
Am I better off alive, Imma see you again on the other side
Sad boy vibes
Fake love been receiving in disguise