I can see the youth through a casket
The truth and the proof is attractive
It's used as a magnet
I could see these fools looking past it and my
View of a you hasn't cracked it is new as a package
But none of the dudes have impact it but you're
Usually cool into classes, but you have just acted
What you thought was true you have mastered 'cause dudes in
Your crew have reacted in ways that you're viewed as invalid
So you changed up,
Not overnight like a dew in the grass or the blue in the sky
But a blue when it bruises from losing your balance
The way that you stood wasn't cool to the masses
Lessons you learn weren't ones that the school had imagined
Crazy what we're willing to loose for a life and
What we do when we're snacking on food for the average
Yeah yeah, I'm gonna take it back to the roots
On the mic I'm a passionate dude
'Cause I'm havin' to prove to everybody in past that I knew
That I'm popin cause the stats and the views
And the say I never changed a lot
But the truth is I'm a changed man
Started off so dim and now I'm so damn bright
You gotta look at your screen with Ray-Bans
Damn, yeah this really got me reminiscing
Back when all this shit was an idea I was gettin' with it
Messin' with it man I dreamed of dealin' with this present business
Now that I'm gettin riches I ain't covered any distance
When I drop it they gon' understand he better vision
Really think I said a difference here, but they never listen
Ran through my mind, now it's loose and limpin'
See my growth leanin', like what Future sippin'
New generation wanna blame it on the stupid system
But who gives a fuck when you ain't doin shit but choosin victims
Feastin on the rappers, when Im done they'll do the dishes
Is this a message the the people or myself?
I feel like I am near the ceiling
They gon' leave me on the shelf, yeah
Somedays I feel alone (So alone)
Sometimes I get high (Too high)
Take a look inside my mind (My mind)
Why is love so hard to find? (Can't find it)
All alone in this momentarily terrified that I might just fall
Got cruaified and now it's all my fault
My patience lost and my soul weary
I pray to god but he don't hear me
I plead for help but no answers given
I do relate to these hopeless children
No faith inside them, no (Oh lord)
Can't tell them nothing though (They gone)
My heart it bleeds for yall
You know I feel ya pain, I feel ya hatred,
Feel the track that's filled with love that feels as a friend it pays
Take ya time but don't move too slow
There's no room for growth in this world darlin'
No amount of money can replace
Respect, and all the bullshit that we accept
I'm very vexed and I'm blessed indeed
So I do proceed to give them what they need
And tell them ba-ba-ba-back the fuck up off me
This life of mine, well that's one that's costly
My piece of mind is what the game has cost me
My heart done turned cold (So cold)
Im young but feelin old (So old)
I wonder how it is (I don't know)
My thoughts that fade into the unknown
It's gettin darker when life gets harder
I won't get caught up with all the madness
I will stay focused to avoid distractions
Love