This is Matt I can't get to the phone right now Leave me a message I'm sorry for the distance Sorry for the silence Sorry that I don't reach out I see your texts And I mean to respond But my head just gets so loud I've been pushing away my friends and family I hate saying that I'm still not happy Maybe someday Some things will change And I will feel alright I've been doing this life thing alone Alone I've been fighting my battles On my own I should answer my phone but I don't I don't I should let people in But I probably won't I'm sorry for the distance I'm sorry for the silence yeah I'm sorry for the distance I'm sorry for the silence yeah I'm sorry for the distance Sorry for the silence I know I haven't prayed in a while Haven't seen your hand Don't understand There's no end to this trial I've been pushing you away Caught in my pride When we both know that I'm not fine Maybe some day I'll change my ways And let you in my life I've been doing this life thing alone Alone I've been fighting my battles On my own I should start praying more But I don't I don't I should let you in But I probably won't I'm sorry for the distance I'm sorry for the silence yeah I'm sorry for the distance I'm sorry for the silence yeah Sorry that I let my head Get the best of me Sorry that I let my head Get the best of me I know I need To let some people in My head just makes it hard I know I need to let God in But he just feels so far