Can't get out of this bed And I hope you don't hold that against me Haven't been right in the head, I know You don't need to convince me And I've been on the move I think we both know well what that means Waiting till you bend to find a friend You never warned me But please believe me when I say I've just got so god damn much on my mind And I'm way too proud to say And I find myself Worrying about my mom Since my sister left her Oh, this hell inside my head This hell inside my head Can't get out of this head I hope I don't let it drown me I heard what you said, I know But we can't seem to agree And like some kind of ghost This sickness, it tends to haunt me Oh oh oh Strangling a part of me That once was happy But no one else said "I've been lonely, though And I've been thinking How I should go see my dad Down in San Antonio" And honestly it's such a hard place for me to be Between the ones I lost and I never see In this hell inside my head It's got me down This waiting and this wondering, god damn Is this all I'll ever know? I'll never know So for now I'll just live inside this hell This hell inside my head Oh, this hell inside my head