Tried to do everything right But I've still got this Sinking feeling inside Should I go back to school? Should I just start again? Try to be useful, maybe do something with my hands I am so scared that Things will always feel this way I am afraid I just wanna feel Happy (happy) I just wanna feel I'll be so pissed when I drop dead before I Get to the good part I'll be so mad when all my worrying does Nothing to protect me From the bad things I never saw coming I am so scared I'm scared I'll always feel the same No matter what I change I am so scared That things will always feel this way I am afraid I just wanna feel Happy (happy) I just wanna feel Happy (happy) I'll settle for somewhat pleased I'll settle for just some energy I just wanna feel Happy (happy) I am so scared That things will always feel this way I am afraid I am so scared That things will always feel this way I am afraid I just wanna feel Happy I just wanna feel Happy