Even if I'm found again I wouldn't come to Turn my past around again I'd still reflect through I can't control you I don't want to, I know not to I left, I let you down again I left, I let you But why would I have called you If I didn't want to? Stumbled through your door Because you know I want to Argued you to bed I couldn't help, I had to Question what you said I wanna understand you She said she had doubt in it I can't connect you Changing in another light I can't connect to In all these circles, deranged I spin, deranged, I spin A mindless state I'm drowning in You pull me in I left, I let you down again I left, I let you I left, I let you down again I did it for you But why would I have called you If I didn't want to? Stumbled through your door Because you know I want to Argued you to bed I couldn't help, I had to Question what you said I wanna understand you Hits me harder every time Hits me harder every time Think I need to step back, think I Think I need to step back, think I Think I need to step back, think I Think I need to step back But why would I have called you If I didn't want to? Stumbled through your door Because you know I want to Argued you to bed I couldn't help, I had to Question what you said I wanna understand you I left, I let you down again I left, I let you I left, I let you down again I did it for you I left, I let you down again I left, I let you I left, I let you down again I did it for you