I'm selfish I'm selfish No excuses no excuses Haven't been a good friend in a long time And I'm sorry about it I'm sorry about it I'm an asshole I'm an asshole On purpose on purpose Hiding behind my humor So I don't have to feel anything And my whole family goes to therapy So I won't Because I can't do what's good for me I don't wanna Take pills like mom and dad To keep my from killing myself It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood Whoa-oh I'm a downer I'm a downer Wasn't thinking wasn't thinking Sitting at the party not talking with your family Just drawing my stupid sketch book I'm exhausted I'm exhausted For no reason for no reason Keep hoping for change and things stay the same Cause I don't do anything different And my whole family goes to therapy So I won't Because I can't do what's good for me I don't wanna Take pills like mom and dad To keep my from killing myself It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood Whoa-oh God help me life's getting confusing Runs in the family I'm rambling It's chemistry it's kismet Need a blood transfusion Tell myself all the time Please don't mess up the kids I'll do my best like my parents did But a chemical fire doesn't stop with a gust Boy my brain did a number on us God help me life's getting confusing Runs in the family I'm rambling It's chemistry it's kismet Need a blood transfusion Tell myself all the time Please don't mess up the kids I'll do my best like my parents did But a chemical fire doesn't stop with a gust Boy my brain did a number on us It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood Whoa-oh It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood It runs in my blood Whoa-oh