These drunken nights are starting to bore me I'm turned off every time you ignore me Your constant lies are becoming too much to Take and this high school drama does nothing for me All I wanted was your honesty But you couldn't just be honest with me So I'm moving on from this mistake You fade away with every breath I take I'm sick of trying to fix what I can't change And I feel sick when I hear your name Another day Another bottle Another way to drown your sorrows Cant imagine what its like to live a life so numb So devoid of all emotion Look at what you've become You're a shell, a shell of what you once were Can't look me in the eyes and give me a straight answer Now I'm down on my knees Can't figure out how you feel And I'm begging you please Just tell me this is for real So I'm moving on from this mistake You fade away with every breath I take I'm sick of trying to fix what I can't change And I feel sick when I hear your name I'm letting go of the idea of spending my life with you You were never in love and I was never enough Now I'm making room inside for someone deserving For years I had tried not to share any space Thought that part of me had died with no will to fight. Now I'm feeling revived I hope this never goes away