If I wait until the morning will it hurt less? Can the ocean on my shoulders take a rain check? 'Cause lately I'm so afraid that I'm letting everybody down I'm anxious I can't meet their expectations I'm running out of ways to love myself Wish I were up in space and couldn't tell How big the world is, could twirl it on my fingertips I'm running out of nights that I'm okay But I know if I fly up into space Then all my worries, they will blur and fade away And I'd be okay If I lived in space Can I say that I'm not ready? Just pause for a second? Wildest dreams turn to questions and I, oh, I keep second-guessing 'Cause I don't know what comes next And I'm scared of what could happen if I try, try again And they slip right through my hands I'm running out of ways to love myself Wish I were up in space and couldn't tell How big the world is, could twirl it on my fingertips I'm running out of nights that I'm okay But I know if I fly up into space Then all my worries, they will blur and fade away And I'd be okay If I lived in space Ohh If I lived in space