Although nervous and cold I sit and smoke cigarettes Waiting for someone to hold Me by the hand when I'm frozen I tarnish my eyes What have I done Where I have to run Away from the only thing that ever cared I- All the words I spit with these alcoholic lips Don't mean anything can't believe You're choosing him over me Am I perceived Am I to blame for all my mistakes We break up and make up but it's not the same With you And who Is really to blame Knowing it Takes two To make up the shame Where I'm from It's not like we really belong I write down amends in this song Mend my wrongs I pray for summertime Despise these winter nights All the beautiful people I kill with my lies (I pray for summertime) I hope I can bring back with time I repent all the sins that I've kept by my side (Despise these winter nights) I hope it all simmers All the words I spit with these alcoholic lips Don't mean anything can't believe You're choosing him over me Am I perceived Am I to blame for all my mistakes We break up and make up but it's not the same With you And who Is really to blame Knowing it Takes two To make up the shame Where I'm from It's not like we really belong