I played trick or treat in the hospital halls Pink and pastel blue, I'm bouncing off the walls I'd like to calculate every swollen bone But I'm strapped inside myself countless hours alone I played trick or treat in the hospital halls Think I'm past a blue, I'm bouncing off the walls I'd like to calculate every swollen bone But I'm strapped inside myself countless hours alone Two words, telephones, call anyone with hope Of sculpting life as it was This trip to check my broken neck, I'm dolt Do they think it's a trick That I pull when I'm sick But I swear to you, it's true Yes I swear to you, it's true Yes I swear to you, it's true Yes I swear to you, it's true Swim through the afterbirth, while giant flames a fan I'm stretching the skin, 'til it splits They stripped to check my broken neck, I'm dolt Desert flower, golden hour, stepping in, pools of blood Put your hand On my chest Hold your breath Broken neck But I swear to you It's true I want some kind of miracle To fix it for me I got a parasite My arms scratch, create [?] I know you will appreciate in any way But I'm mad nothing can fix my bones Just for the holiday