I want to disappear to another place
That way nobody could see my face
That way I could party all by myself
Take drugs, pop bottles, and bite my nails
And baby if we're cool you could slide through
We could, we could make music and listen to it
My brother wouldn't know which boofs we're using
He'd probably just think I was a loser
Teach me how to love again, to trust again
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
It's life or death, I'm on the fence
It's more than I, than I can take
I'll be so stressed out, it doesn't matter
But I think I found a better way
Forget what's real and forget what's left for my prized escape world
My prized escape to another place
(To another place, to another place)
(That way nobody could see my face)
(To another place, to another place)
(I could party, I could party all by myself)
(Take drugs, pop bottles, and bite my nails)
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I just pretend everything is alright
Maybe one day I won't have to 'till dusk
I feel your pain when we're hacking your eyes
I don't expect you to stay by my side
I want to disappear to another place
That way nobody could see my face
That way I could party all by myself
Take drugs, pop bottles, and bite my nails
And baby if we're cool you could slide through
We could, we could make music and listen to it
My brother wouldn't know which boofs we're using
He'd probably just think that I was a loser