Deep down I wish we never even met
Deep down I wish we never even met
Sorry for trippin' over small things
I know it's better when I'm quiet
I know your heart is full of regrets
Deep down I wish we never even met
Every moment of my life I don't feel real
I'll just be by the side, I don't wanna reveal
Missing something, there seems to be disconnect
Why don't I feel better yet
When working out this pain and sorrow
I'll just say there's better something tomorrow
Don't know when this ends, is it over yet
There's so much I just wanna forget
I live in my head, I wanna live in yours
But you mess with it instead
Why you do it, I'm not sure
I don't piece it together like a puzzle
So when I start to cry I start to crumble
I start thinkin' about the months and days I spent
Everything I kept close to my chest
Wonderin' why it was never addressed
But you can tell on my own I'm doing my best
You left me so hurt (you left me so hurt)
I don't know what this's (I don't know what this's)
In the background (in the background)
That means I'm thinkin' 'bout the last one
I been drinkin' every day but I'm not givin' up
I been thinkin' 'bout the way I first sweat it out
I'm still gettin' payed for all the shit we love
And I promise it'll be okay
And I think it will all make sense one day
You don't have to trust the eye sight
I'll always be there for you anyway
When working out this pain and sorrow
I'll just say there's better something tomorrow
Don't know when this ends, is it over yet
There's so much I just wanna forget
Why don't I feel better yet
Why don't I feel better yet