So you think you're ready and can handle a peek Well, let me show you something that you can't unsee Walk you down the halls where I die every night And give you just a taste of the terror inside I point my gun and shoot at you But nobody falls down I scream, but nothing's coming out In my head It's like a murder scene A self-inflicted lobotomy It gets me off like nothin' else No one fucks me like myself But sometimes I'd rather be dead Than living in my head In my head Paint thе walls human 'cause it never fadеs I serve killer serial in a basket case You'll wanna medicate the crazy away Just wait a second 'til I hear what the voices say It's like a dream that's real It feels they sewed my eyes shut I swear I'm never waking up In my head It's like a murder scene A self-inflicted lobotomy It gets me off like nothin' else No one fucks me like myself But sometimes I'd rather be dead Than living in my head In my head In my head If you could see inside my mind You'd run and hide You wouldn't last a night In my head It's so fucked up, I even scare myself In my head It's like a murder scene A self-inflicted lobotomy It gets me off like nothin' else No one fucks me like myself In my head (it's so fucked up, I scare myself) In my head (it's so fucked up, I scare myself) In my head (it's so fucked up, I scare myself) In my head And sometimes I'd rather be dead Than living in my head