I go out of my mind Thinking 'bout what I used to be, yeah I got a picture in my head But it's not what I like to see And then this big black cloud Came down to smother me I was left with no choice But to care about company So tell me what you want Tell me want you want Why have you come for me? 'Cause I was fine before You came to my door Now it's my blood you see Mother, can you help me? I've been locked up, can't escape it Have I done wrong? Am I guilty? Why do I feel like, I'm suffocating? Oh, what does he want from me? Said, "I don't know?" but he won't leave So I guess I got bad company I've been lying in my bed But I haven't slept a wink, yeah When I try to close my eyes Yeah, my mind, it just overthinks So tell me what you want Tell me what you want Is this just fun for you? 'Cause I know that it's not I know that it's not Because I am you Mother, can you help me? I've been locked up, can't escape it Have I done wrong? Am I guilty? Why do I feel like, I'm suffocating? Oh, what does he want from me? Said, "I don't know?" but he won't leave So I guess I got bad 'Cause I try to scream It feels like a dream No sound comes out, no one's to be seen But I know I'm not alone I know I'm not alone And you talk to me with your violent tongue But I won't react 'cause I'll look psycho This can't keep going on This can't keep going on Mother, can you help me? I've been locked up, can't escape it Have I done wrong? Am I guilty? Why do I feel like, I'm suffocating? Mother, can you help me? I've been locked up, can't escape it Have I done wrong? Am I guilty? Why do I feel like, I'm suffocating? Oh, what does he want from me? Said, "I don't know?" but he won't leave So I guess I got bad company Got bad company Got bad company