I can still remember when I was seventeen The whole world right in front of me With velvet skin I came here for direction, but I got lost I came here for protection, at any cost And I know, and I know And I know, and I know I got nothing to show I got nothing to show And I know, and I know That it's nobody's fault but mine And I know, and I know And I know, and I know That the things that you wish for Rarely ever come true I came alive, I had a spark When I was younger Now that I am older Heavy on my shoulders Hands around my neck And now there's nothing left ♪ Sometimes like a thunderstorm Everything erupts (everything erupts) The silent rage of Mercury Within my veins (within my veins) Trembling hands of paranoia, a cloud of dust It covers me entirely, like empty lust And I know, and I know And I know, and I know I was looking for somebody Looking for love And I know, and I know That I ended up all on my own (I ended up alone) And I know, and I know And I know, and I know That the things that you dream of Rarely ever come true I came alive I had a spark when I was younger Now that I am older, heavy on my shoulders Hands around my neck You are the lie I should've told,when I was stronger Now that I am weaker, everything is bleaker Hands around my neck And now there's nothing left (If there is a world) when we don't exist within it (If there is a world) will we don't exist within it (If there is a world) for now we don't exist within it (If there is a world) for a while we don't exist within it (If there is a world) while we don't exist within it (If there is a world) when we don't exist within it I came alive I had a spark when I was younger Now that I am older, heavy on my shoulders Hands around my neck You are the lie I should've told,when I was stronger Now that I am weaker, everything is bleaker Hands around my neck And now there's nothing left