The years go by, but I don't change Except my face gets old and my hair turns grey And by the time I'm 25 I'm gonna lose the opportunity to start a life I'll lose connections with my friends I'm losing ways to get girlfriends I'm addicted to attachment The aftermath will bring me back Cutting heartstrings to fill the void To feel the sweet attack I know you don't believe in love I've seen it in your eyes Count the figures from your past And cut out all the lies If you'll mean anything to me It's gonna take some engineering Need some ingenuity Gotta run through the ringer again Back to the journal of a lonely boy, sit in his room Every snowflake that falls reminds me of you I don't think I'll die But I just wanted to be Something more than ordinary I can see you right through those makeup stained cheeks I'll read you like a tarot Scooting closer, I picture your lips in his teeth He has the heart of a scarecrow I know you don't believe in love I've seen it in your eyes Count the figures from your past And cut out all the lies If you'll mean anything to me It's gonna take some engineering Need some ingenuity Gotta run through the ringer again A one sided heart to heart I never want to feel love again The ignition's on, but the gas tank is running low (I don't know if I love you) I know you don't believe in love (I know you don't believe in love) I've seen it in your eyes Count the figures from your past And cut out all the lies If you'll mean anything to me It's gonna take some engineering Need some ingenuity Gotta run through the ringer again Welcome to my party after nine The drinks are cold, we're feeling fine I'm not afraid to live my life So please just hold me close and tight And though we'll lose ourselves tonight Tomorrow's lost all sense of sight To see you happy is so nice I think we're gonna be alright