Practicing self destruction I can barely function I fucked my whole life up I think that my times up There's no coming back now Everyone is sad now, sad now Time's up I know that my life sucks Nothing worth saving I am barely living Waging and praying just to end it You wish I was dead now, dead now I'll be dead by 30 I'm crashing and burning Wasting my time cuz it is all worthless, worthless I'll be fucking dead by 30, 30 Useless, this why I choose this Maybe I'm just stupid, dumb and clueless Houston can you read me, can you even hear me? Do you even need me, need me? Chemicals in my brain I am not the samе I watched too much YouTube I ate too much junk food Had too many vaccines Now somеthing is wrong me, wrong with me I'll be dead by 30 I'm crashing and burning Wasting my time cuz it is all worthless, worthless I'll be fucking dead by 30, 30 Dead by 30 Dead by 30 Dead by 30 I'm crashing and burning Dead by 30 Dead by 30 Dead by 30 Life's fucking worthless