I thought I died I finally knew the way out So then I tried To chase the feeling that I got When I picked it up And all the time Listening inside my room So unrefined Moving shapes to get the sound Just right But I Change my mind Every time I find the words I want to say Every time I think I got it All figured out I panic from doubt With nothing to yell about Leaving home Move out to the city Survey the scene Lost inspiration in the way It all gets done I should have known that it Takes more than I'm worth I'll throw it all away Before I'm ever heard It's sad But I Change my mind Every time I find the words I want to say Every time I think I got it All figured out I panic from doubt With nothing to yell about It's all I ever want But I Change my mind Every time I find the words I want to say Every time I think I got it All figured out I panic from doubt With nothing to yell about