I've dragged this out As long as I can take Guilty of promises I know That I can't keep As I drift off back to sleep So close that door I'll bang my head against the wall Bitter and defeated Broken-hearted plans To get through anything tonight The sun goes down and Fades into blue and pink shadows Growing older with everyday I look to let go Searching for a meaning With each passing season Try to take a walk To gather up my thoughts But every dog on this street Seems to hate me And I'll drive through The hills at night Looking at the homes that I Will never be able to afford This old suburban fantasy It's ruining me Sometimes I want the palm trees To lean so far that they break And crush me The sun goes down and Fades into blue and pink shadows Growing older with Every day I learn to let go (That's it)