I've been feeling nauseous Like everyone's eyes are on me Dance monkey, dance Keep it going, I'm losing my sleep Wish I could close my eyes Wish I could waste more of your time We won't be here too long Just a blink and you'll miss everything I am afraid of losing who I was, and I feel insane, my grip is slipping away I'm losing who I was ♪ I can't live my life Burn it down and start over again My brains been fried Gone to waste with the circumstances How much did it cost Just to live with all your thoughts? Oh, just dare me once and I swear I'll jump off of this bridge I am afraid of losing who I was, and I feel insane, my grip is slipping away I'm losing who I was And I dream at night about falling forever I catch myself in these ice-cold sweats And I'm falling into a perpetual orbit of my past mistakes I'm awake, I'm awake I am afraid of losing who I was, and I feel insane, my grip is slipping away I'm losing who I was ♪ If you dream too long Just a blink, and you'll miss everything