I can tell you that i'm sorry, but its all I ever say And I can pretend that I'm okay, I've been doing it all day And I'm running out of words, or running out of patience I'm wishing I'd forget all of the times I've hesitated I've come out of the closet at least three separate times And everyday there's something new I realize About myself, and thats okay I'd rather be myself than be any other way I'm trying harder than ever to do what I want when I can And I'm being a lot more honest with my friends I'm done pretending, I'm done forgetting Every thing that's happened matters I'm taking matters into my own hands I'll tell you how I feel and I'll mean it I'll cry in the target parking lot I'll tell you I love you, I'll say it real loud So everyone around us knows I'll tell you how I feel and I'll mean it