I could feel my heart beating right down to my toes I wanted to believe it till it got a little old The spiders in my tummy told me no no no I hit the ground running and baby now I'm gone gone gone Maybe I'm not that strong Ever since my 25th birthday last year I've been a little lost, a little knocked out of gear Racing through my dreams when I never learned to steer I just thought someday I'd know what to do But my momma told me that's not true Now I feel like I'm losing to all the choices to choose from I fought so hard to win, but baby not like this Oh my god I've lost my sense of self and my security Oh la la I keep on keep on keep on telling these lies But all that fibbing does is keep me up all night A quarter for assurance isn't too bad a price Cutting off my ambulance to veer to the right I wanted you to hear me so I cried all night I just wanted someone to tell me that I'd be okay No ones ever talked to me that way Now I feel like I'm losing to all the choices to choose from I fought so hard to win, but baby not like this Oh my god I've lost my sense of self and my security Oh la la I keep on keep on keep on telling these lies But all that fibbing does is keep me up all night I keep on keep on keep on telling these lies But all that fibbing does is keep me up all night