Empty vessel tipped upon my side Spilling out my truth and asking why Looking for a stranger to confide Can't even find my roots at the lowest tide No longer hold myself upon my pride Eating all the trash this world provides Anything to fill this hole inside Finally feeling something as my hands are tied I only did it 'cause I had nothing more I only did it for the fucking taste of war I see it now, I'm just another tired whore No sense of who I was before All my vision stripped right from my eyes Filled me up with truth and sold me light Looking to my Lord, my only guide Can't even see the holes in my new disguise I only did it 'cause I had nothing more I only did it for the fucking taste of war I see it now, I'm just another tired whore No sense of who I was before I know I barely knew my name I'll surrender No sense of identity I'll surrender They showed me God and then kicked down my fucking door They cut me open, left me like an open sore Now I lay here broken on my bathroom floor I wish the tide just wash me out to shore I know I barely knew my name I'll surrender No sense of identity I'll surrender I'll surrender