Sometimes I break down and read into things that are not there I can't convince myself your harmless actions has me without care I know that I love you and for my sake as well as yours I will do what I have to and hopefully find a cure I tell myself that I must be strong But there is something I knew all along I need the antidote To regain control You had me worried in your letter Didn't sleep for weeks Kept thinking it was over I was just in way too deep I try my best to see the cup half full and try to smile Try to accept the past We are only here for a while I tell myself that I must be strong But there is something I knew all along I need the antidote To regain control _ S U s P i R o _