Down on the floor I wept Gun to my head to end the spiraling down In my drunkenness I slipped I fell asleep at the edge of an abyss Silencing all my cries for help Instead I gave up with a primal sigh Someday I'll have the guts to silence my raging mind And shut it up You called the cops on me Slurring my speech I lied to the police "There's no guns in the house" "I'll be alright my life just got changed around" Nothing I say is true I live my life day to day just clinging to the hope That I'll have the guts to silence my raging mind And shut it up