I have these pictures in my head that I can't paint with words I have these choices in my life that people think are just absurd My life is such a contradiction like I'm busy doing nothing, just waiting and wishing This watch it ticks but still time hasn't healed a thing Why don't you feel the same? I try and keep my head held high but I've got nowhere to go The empty bottles hide the feelings that I'm too scared to show I'd tell you all of this, but I'm sure you know So I'll just spend the days wasting away There's so much beauty in the way she leaves The way you walk away, it's haunting me I never knew it'd get this hard to breathe, without you here helping me