I was wasted on the trigger In the river i was waiting I was wanting, ever wanting What i could not yet become Let the sea change, Let's remember all the good I did in the ending. Was no more than Spare repentance This is nothing like my home On the table i was ready Blood it glistened Gods they listened Running wild after chalice Just to let them take me on See the whirling of the sky lights Beasts surround me, all around me Trains pull out from under mantles Just to listen with us all And with colors captivating Eleanor stood cold and waiting She was bathing me in blessings That confronted as i cried See the whole of me igniting Clever hands with brushes biting Cross the river to the town With the names of every sacrifice inside Oh my precious demon darlings Come to hold me, death unfold me I'll remove me to the chambers Where i know i'll feel alive Dance in circles atop grasses Crossing over, lo behold her In the places of our reaches Where the beasts had set their lives But the water ceased to bargain We are stranded where we've landed Break the circle Take us back to where We feel we need to be Watching careful the completion Of the cosmos where the shy glow Sleeping sound now that i've Found my dearest friend outside my door Bound for new life making thunder East is over, west is under Found the home of drag race runners Comfort flaring in my sheets Now we'll head back up monmouth Where the kids are seldom honest Cross the borders past the train yards I will enter just to breathe. But in time, we'll come for lovers We will cradle one another We will wander past the distance For our merry mouths to me