I'm straying again From the path that I have chosen I'm playing a game Where everything seems to be loading It hurts to know That all they need is what I told them I told them It drains my soul To think that I've been cured by poison I think I know I wish I wouldn't lose control I think I know I wish I wouldn't lose control I'm not the same There's no relief to be this hopeless You seize the day Because you know your future is broken To fear the dark Is to be blind to real emotions, emotions We see the light But our eyes are yet to open, open I think that I was never used to lose control It's what I want that haunts me every place I go To wish it wouldn't feel so good for me to know That what I need will hurt, but that's the day I'll grow I think I know I wish I wouldn't lose control I think I know I wish I wouldn't lose control I think I know I wish I wouldn't lose control I think I know I wish