Watered down his drinks
He's got delirium tremens shakes
Shaking him awake
Choking on the airs we fake
I cut it out of me
Bad things inside of me
They didn't wanna leave
I guess he left his mark on me
Never felt more alone
I am not your home
I am not your home
You are not my own
Turn him on his side, I think he OD'd
Morphine going through the IV
You say you don't need it
You say you don't need it
Again and again there it is in your hand
All them hangers-on, tricks, right at your command
You love it but you don't love yourself
You love it more than you love yourself
You love it more than you love yourself
Loving it more than you love yourself
You say you don't want it
You say you don't need it
Again and again there they are in your hand
All them pills and those bottles, right at your command
You love them but you don't love yourself
You love it more than you love yourself
Loving it more than you love yourself
You love it more than you love yourself
Spare me the cold
Spare me the rain cascading
Spare me the nights I spent with you
To be certain that you were still breathing
Somewhere inside the womb of the earth
"Don't cry, mama, don't you hurt
He can't hurt for you
So don't you hurt for me"
I'm not the same
I am not the same
We are not the same as we were
Before what we made
You say you don't need it
You say you don't need it
Again and again there it is in your hand
All them hangers-on, tricks, right at your command
You love it but you don't love yourself
You love it more than you love yourself
You love it more than you love yourself
Loving it more than you love yourself
You say you don't want it
You say you don't need it
Again and again there they are in your hand
All them pills and those bottles, right at your command
You love them but you don't love yourself
You love it more than you love yourself
Loving it more than you love yourself
You love it more than you love yourself
You love them but you don't love yourself
You love it more than you love yourself
Loving it more than you love yourself
You love it more than you love yourself
You love it more than you love yourself
You love it more than you love yourself
Loving it more than you love yourself