I'm scared To give Into emotions What is it you want from me I have a Hard time With devotion After all the bad things I've seen Around, around In my head again Twisting through just to find Dead ends There must be something wrong with me It's not right But why fight? I think I love the misery Think I love the misery I can't Keep Quiet for long My thoughts are zombies in my head They tear Through All my walls Maybe I might break if I bend Around, around In my head again Twisting through just to find Dead ends There must be something wrong with me It's not right But why fight I think I love the misery Think I love the misery Think I love the misery Think I love the misery Come a little closer to me Feeling alive tonight Jealously thrives in Weakened minds But it makes me feel So satisfied Why won't you leave me alone Around, around In my head again Twisting through just to find Dead ends There must be something wrong with me It's not right But why fight I think I love the misery Think I love the misery Think I love the misery Think I love the misery