I might crash the car just to feel something that I don't know White knuckle grip on the steering wheel Praying we tumble down the road Heavy load Heavy load Heavy load Dreaming the blood sweats down my neck The way that time just ebbs and flows I used to cut my hair to pieces when I'd spiral out of control Heavy load Heavy load Heavy load I crack the rearview mirror while sleeping Through the song on the radio Letting my troubles slip the gap out to the quiet and the cold Heavy load Heavy load Heavy load Heavy load Heavy load Heavy load Whiplash my head into the dashboard as the frame begins to fold I want my insides spread like ashes until there's nothing left to hold Heavy load ♪ I don't care about what I leave behind I don't care about what I leave behind I don't care about what I leave behind I don't care about what I leave behind I don't care about what I leave behind I don't care about what I leave behind Yeah, I don't care about what I leave behind Behind I don't care about what I leave behind I don't care about what I leave behind I don't care about what I leave behind I don't care about what I leave behind Behind I don't care I don't care I don't care I don't care I don't care I don't care I don't care I don't care I don't care I don't care I don't care ♪ I don't care about what I leave behind I don't care about what I leave behind I don't care about what I leave behind I don't care about what I leave behind