Hold up
Wait a minute
I got shit on my mind
I would pay attention, but tell me
Who has the time?
Nobody has the time, cause time has you
Nobody writin' rhymes, like your boy Kam do
I just feel a sense of relief in the booth
Niggas, be lying through they teeth ya that's true
Look, I'm just a nigga with good intentions
I tried to stay up, but it's hard cause I be slippin'
To them dark places, somebody shine a light
Let's talk about life, how I ain't livin' right
Well you ain't either
Pass me the blunt nigga, I'm the Master Chief, uh
Stress about life, that's why I'm smokin' reefer
I get scared at times
One day I might have to live life without my Mom's
And that's terrifying
I hope heaven real, God can you verify it?
I need peace of mind, wish I could free my mind
I worry 'bout the legacy that imma leave behind
Enjoy your blessings, cause you never know when they'll be gone
3 AM, with the freaks at night
This anxiety and I got too much pride
Wish I would speak my mind, but it's harder than it seems
'Cus the clouds don't ever move
I hate thinkin' certain things
Cause imma never say a word about you
Won't say I'm really doing well without you
Can't live life going through the motions
But that's what I'm doing like a wave in the ocean
Yet I'm still dreaming hoping that you love me, or you need me
Well it don't hurt to try and call
I promise baby them niggas ain't worth your time at all
A diamond in the rough, pick her up and wipe her off
I'm a nice guy with bad thoughts
My biggest critic and I think that I done had enough
I see it's true, they only miss you when you dead and gone
A couple weeks pass by then they'll be moving on
I got this feelin' in my chest, I think I'm sinking
Everyday get bigger, what's the reason?
Can't figure it out, don't know if I'm tweaking
Maybe, a nigga just going fucking crazy man
We all got demons, just don't give them to the baby
See, I've been in a real bad place as of lately
Questioning my purpose man, harshly on the daily
Trying to find something that will save me, I'm searching
Even if I put the work in, it ain't certain Imma make it
Cause I don't got patience, and patience is a virtue
All I got is thoughts, these the one's that's try to hurt you
I know that I ain't perfect, tell myself that I ain't worthless
You just look beyond the surface, see my soul is in these verses
There's too many of us in hearses, families wearin' black in churches
That shit hurt
The way we deal with shit is so concerning
Imma go and light this blunt and think some more
And probably stress about some shit that's outside my control
Heyyyy
Yeah,yeah
And tell me how you feelin'
Yeah and tell me how you feel