Behold the beast I'm going rouge again To be alone with every thought I have So I can second guess I find it easier to cope (I find it easier to cope) When I'm on hangin' on to hope (when I'm on hangin' on to hope) That maybe one day I can wake up and say The payout was worth the wait I always lose my head And say something I regret I can't seem to balance the weight I want love, but love it on my own A heart of stone Is carved by those you keep close And though I know what's at stake I can't seem to balance the weight Speak to me And save me from myself I'm holding on to every thought I have My mind's a mess I find it easier to cope (I find it easier to cope) When I'm hangin' on to hope (when I'm on hangin' on to hope) That maybe one day I can wake up and say The payout was worth the wait I always lose my head And say something I regret I can't seem to balance the weight I want love, but love it on my own A heart of stone Is carved by those you keep close And though I know what's at stake I can't seem to balance the weight There'd be no need to escape If I'd get out of my own way Never can seem to stay on the same page Back and forth 'til I drive myself insane Back and forth 'til I drive myself insane I always lose my head And say something I regret I can't seem to balance the weight I want love, but love it on my own A heart of stone Is carved by those you keep close And though I know what's at stake I can't seem to balance the weight