What happened here? I used to feel alive inside No chance at this I've heard it all before You'll waste your breath again And this is not how it's supposed to be And you will never get the best of me And just be careful what you wish for me You're tearing me apart now And I won't let you in I lose my mind with all your doubts You're so selfish to think that it's okay You're tearing me apart now And I won't let you in I lose my mind with all your doubts You're so selfish to think that it's okay You made me thinking that I'm lost without you You're not the only one This separation is enough to kill me I've got nowhere to run And this is not how it's supposed to be So just be careful what you wish for me You're tearing me apart now And I won't let you in I lose my mind with all your doubts You're so selfish to think that it's okay You're tearing me apart now And I won't let you in I lose my mind with all your doubts You're so selfish to think that it's okay Wandering alone in the cold embrace I feel from all of my own self doubt Now You're tearing me apart now And I won't let you in I lose my mind with all your doubts You're so selfish to think that it's okay You're tearing me apart now And I won't let you in I lose my mind with all your doubts You're so selfish to think that it's okay But I gave it all and then you went and flipped the switch on me And I have a feeling this is not how it's supposed to be I never knew just who you were